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Following
from ‘The Evolution of the Observer’ (Kinfonet Journal),
allow me to use the word ‘evolution’ in a different sense,
perhaps only a human one, to mean liberation. From that we can
say that the purpose of human existence is to be free of the
consciousness of separateness, and also the ending of sorrow
consequent upon this self-consciousness. As our lives pass, we
are, in every moment, consciously or unconsciously, faced with
the choice of struggling either to evolve (liberate) or to
postpone evolution - to be free or not to be free.
Since evolution as liberation is not at
the end of a process, not through time, obviously how our
moments pass every day indicates its presence. And with every
thought, feeling and action during the day, we are either
helping our evolution or delaying it. Thus we create our own
destiny.
Looking at my inner process at the end
of a day to find out whether in that day I have accelerated or
retarded my evolution, I question, without self-condemnation,
what it is that I seek. Postponement or growth?
I explore myself as described in the following list:
- Each time I look at any object and verbalize or comment on
what I have seen, I am retarding my evolution.
- Each time I recognize an object or the image I have stored
and associate it with sensations of pleasure or pain, I am
retarding my evolution.
- Each time I have a thought or an image of a like or
dislike and then begin to associate it with other
experiences of pleasure or pain, I am retarding my
evolution.
- Each time I repeat a pleasurable experience consciously or
unconsciously, I am retarding my evolution.
- Each time I suppress an undesirable, unpleasant thought or
sensation, making it disappear from my conscious mind, I am
retarding my evolution.
- Each time I project the fulfillment of a desire into the
future, near or distant, I am retarding my evolution.
For me, this list is growing every day. Take this exploration
as no more than a game I am playing with myself.
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